I missed Evie so much this weekend, I just don't understand why she isn't here anymore.
Especially when holidays roll around and we are with all our friends and family, it makes it very obvious she isn't here anymore. All of their friends playing, but Evie's missing. I think of this time last year and what we were doing and i just want her here so bad.
I am longing for the day that i get to see this sweet face again.
July 4, 2010
I don't even remember how I came across your blog in the first place, but I have been in awe of you and your ability to endure what I cannot even fathom.
ReplyDeleteI pray for you.
And my heart breaks as I read your words about seeing the hole left by your daughter who should still be here with you.
I know we must trust that God is in control, but human grief is so very painful and confusing when we can't see the entire picture that God can see.
I know there are no words that will comfort the kind of pain you are feeling.
Here is a hug coming to you as I cry tears for your pain.
my heart breaks with yours. so sorry for your pain.
ReplyDeletepraying for you and your sweet family
I thought about her during the 4th too. I kept thinking of what she was doing last year. How sweet she was just sitting under the sprinkler. I remember all the girls were just wearing diapers no shirts.
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