Wednesday, April 13, 2011

momma

I'm really struggling today. My heart aches for Evie today and i thought i could look at some of her pictures and watch some videos but hearing her voice and having her look at the camera like she is looking at me, but she really isn't, breaks my heart. I miss her sweet innocent voice and looking into those sweet blue eyes. I miss hearing her say momma.
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28 comments:

  1. KatieApril 13, 2011 at 3:22 PM

    My heart breaks for you. I am so sorry for your loss.

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  2. The MillersApril 13, 2011 at 3:43 PM

    Oh Alicia! I'm so sorry I didn't know and couldn't tell you were hurting today at lunch. I am here if you want to talk - you know that right? We love you, J, and Ramsey so much and are here to help share and carry this burden with ya'll. We miss that sweet little voice too:)

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  3. The Clark FamilyApril 13, 2011 at 3:50 PM

    We love ya'll so much! So sad to hear you are hurting today:( You will hear that sweet little voice say "Momma" again one day! We are here if you need anything... love you.

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  4. Clementsville: Population of 5!April 13, 2011 at 4:23 PM

    We are praying for y'all, I'm sorry you are hurting today!!

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  5. BethanyApril 13, 2011 at 5:26 PM

    I am so sorry. Praying for you this evening.

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  6. CathrynApril 13, 2011 at 5:55 PM

    Hugs! That voice is precious!

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  7. The Splan ClanApril 13, 2011 at 6:46 PM

    Your memories of her will last forever! She is in heaven right now helping to make your mansion perfect! I am praying for you though I only know you through your blog. Life can be so hurtful...God always has a plan somehow and someway! I can't imagine going through losing a child. You are stronger than you realize and God is always holding you in His arms as you go through each day with this horrible sadness!

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  8. LeslieApril 13, 2011 at 7:12 PM

    Such a beautiful little girl, who obviously loved her mama so very much. I'll be saying extra prayers for you this week, and hoping that tomorrow is a better day.

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  9. StephanieApril 13, 2011 at 8:02 PM

    Alicia, my family is still praying for your family each and every day. I hope tomorrow is a better day for you. Thinking of you -

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  10. Ben and KristenApril 13, 2011 at 8:45 PM

    We love you Alicia! We are always here for you.

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  11. Bev JohnstonApril 13, 2011 at 8:55 PM

    Just wanted to tell you that you and your family have been on my prayer list ever since I first heard this very sad news. My heart breaks for you!

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  12. hughesfamilyApril 13, 2011 at 8:56 PM

    My heart is breaking for you. Thank you for always sharing sweet Evie with all of us.

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  13. JamieApril 13, 2011 at 8:58 PM

    Oh my heart just breaks for you. Praying...

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  14. Cooking Up FaithApril 13, 2011 at 9:26 PM

    I am so so sorry. Please know I am praying for you tonight.

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  15. Beth S.April 13, 2011 at 9:41 PM

    My heart aches for you. I can't begin to imagine the pain you are feeling, but please know that so many people are thinking of you. I pray for you...for peace, comfort, and understanding. I pray that your heavy heart is lifted by knowing that your sweet baby is safe in the Lord's arms

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  16. bethApril 13, 2011 at 9:45 PM

    Praying right now specifically for this ache. I know it will never go away completely, but I am praying for it to dull and that you will feel Jesus's arms around you so tightly on days like this.

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  17. Our Lives In A NutshellApril 13, 2011 at 9:48 PM

    I'm so sorry. Such a sweet little voice. Always thinking of you, Ramsey, and Jonathan. Continuing to send prayers your way:)

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  18. BrittanyApril 13, 2011 at 9:49 PM

    She is so beautiful. Thankful for the pictures and videos you have of your precious daughter. So sorry, just so sorry.

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  19. waitingApril 13, 2011 at 10:14 PM

    "You have taken account of my wanderings; Put my tears in Your bottle. Are they not in Your book?" Psalms 56:8 He knows your tears. He remembers them all! He loves you even in this time of tremendous sadness. I am a stranger to you, but I feel linked to you because I have a son who was born on March 23, 2009. I have thought of you often since I read about Evie on kellyskorner blog. I am continually lifting you up in prayer!

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  20. How "Sweet" it is...April 13, 2011 at 10:41 PM

    Heavenly Father, please cover Alicia right now with your love, your peace, your understanding. Please fill her up as only you can. Please rest your hands on her heart and help this deep ache inside. Lord, give her comfort in this moment, and strength for tomorrow. Lord, please reveal Your goodness, Your greatness, through her suffering.
    In your precious name Holy name, Amen

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  21. Beth WilsonApril 14, 2011 at 9:26 AM

    My heart just breaks for you, Alicia. Always praying for you and your sweet family.

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  22. NiknokApril 14, 2011 at 10:55 AM

    While I don't know you or your family, I am praying for peace and healing for your heart today. I am so sorry for your loss.

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  23. KristiApril 14, 2011 at 12:38 PM

    I too am praying over you as we speak-for the Lord to bring you an unexplainable peace and for Him to put His loving arms around you and bring you comfort only he can provide. The vision of sweet Evie running up to you with open arms saying "Momma" fills my heart with joy. It will be such an sweet occasion when the day comes that you are together again with her. Love you Alicia!

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  24. Amanda PilkintonApril 14, 2011 at 8:39 PM

    I am praying for your precious family. I am so sorry.
    Amanda Pilkinton

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  25. AmandaApril 14, 2011 at 10:22 PM

    So so sad for you. Praying for you and your family.

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  26. Tammy TurpinApril 16, 2011 at 7:26 PM

    I am so sorry.... pray, seek, and pray! Did you all ever find out the cause why she went to be with the Lord so early?

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  27. Elissa RobertsApril 16, 2011 at 9:06 PM

    Alicia, you've been on my heart tonight and I opened my computer to take a look at your blog and I saw this post. I am so very, very sorry and sad that you have to walk this path. I pray for you often, and I'm praying for you tonight.

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  28. UnknownMay 3, 2011 at 1:26 PM

    Alicia - I think of you every single day and continue to pray for your sweet family. I pray for God's peace to wash over your heart everyday and that you feel his presence with you always. You are an amazing Mother. I hope today is a better day for you. Love - Katie Ozier

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